christmas day...

my dog died on christmas day

my dog .. dino.... the one on the right..



i miss the way u hug me..
i miss the way u lean ur head onto my shoulder
i miss the way u drip ur saliva on me
i miss the way u sit still and let me massage u
i miss the way u jog with me...accelerate when i do, slow down when i do, stop when i do
i miss the way u'll stand beside me while i talk to my frens..be it 1 hour or 2 hours, u nvr leave me...u'll just stand beside me...
i miss the way u walk me to sec skol last time, drop me at the main gate and walk home by urself
i miss the way u walk me to tuition class and wait for me outside the gate
i miss the way u bark
i miss everything about u
i miss u soo much..
why must u leave me??
why??????????????????????????????????????????
no other dogs can replace u..

i miss u, dino...
to all my frens who know dino..he left me ... forever... he's gone...


on christmas eve, before mass starts, we had a choir presentation.
first by a quartet..me,angelina, sheila and shoba
followed by kids.. 10 of them. we taught them..wah..i can die...seriously...they're not easy man.i think i baby sit them more than teaching them....

the quartets sang 'silent night, holy night' and my fav 'what child is this'

the kids...b4 the presentation..


us singing..the kids then join in to sing:
1. do u hear what i hear
2. jolly o st nicholas
3. we light a thousand candles
4. we wish u a blessed christmas and feliz navidad

me behind the row of kids...



during the 20th and 21st, me and jess performed in prody's church.. there's this famous pianist, enoch fernando..or sth like tat came...

we played eine kleine nachtmusik..my fav piece.. which was also the piece i played during my last performance with my Chamber of Music back during sec skol year...

my weekend

i met david..
he's back from Aus...

my honey bunny....


us..me, david, daddy, the rest are my relatives

we had an immediate, sudden, impromptu band, playing christmas hymns, using all the instruments in my music room.

and he'll be going to UWA next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can u believ it??? my dream University...

i nearly nearly went there lorrrrrrr

and now..

i'm stuck in UCSI. :(

i must find out the calendar next year!!!!! i need to book flight!!!! i must fly over to perth during next year's sem break.!!! i cant tahan..I NEED TO TOUR UWA!!!!

and also go busking with david....

and eat the strawberries that grow in his house....



sok meng came and stay overnight in my house...

brought her around kepong..

brought her for good food

and drove her up to desa parkcity for a nice plate of spaghetti and choc mousse. quinnie joined us, and we chat and chat...while we enjoy the chilling breeze due to the drizzle that seemed to go on forever....

us in 'the curve'

karen!!!

happy birthday karen!!!!!!!!

i drew her a cake...

since i cant bake..

i drew her the model of shin hong's choc and peppermint cake...

kekekekekeke

anyway, thx to her..she made me laugh for half an hour non stop

in front of the monitor..

a silly day

today, i went back college to work for next sem...

me and jess worked together....

she did typing..while i paste newspaper cut-outs onto A4 papers...

we did it for 5 hrs... but i think i did only 3 and a half hrs..hahahaha..cuz i kept sneaking out to practice piano, eat, toilet....

while we work, we were sharing earphones, listening to our favourite violin concertos and violin music....

we din realize we're taling very loudly..cuz we cant hear ourselves with the loud background music at our eardrums....

we're talking damn loudly...i think the teachers must be thinking we're chatterbox...

incident 1
eli: ahh..here comes my fav part....
jess: here??
eli: nonon..wait..coming coming...
jess: here??
eli : nono...ah ah..here.. ya..this is it..wa...so nice..

incident 2
eli: ohh.ohh..i want to listen to chaccone in d minor...
jess: ok..wait ar...
eli: wait!!!! i want to listen from the allemande...
jess: okok..
eli: i think i have enuf liao..it's so geli already..i'm gonna have headache soon... it's like...eating too much cheese and end up feeling nauseated
jess: yea..me too...
eli: enuf of baroque music...

incident 3
eli: i love brahms piano concerto...want to play that for my concerto sem
jess : haa..but it's so heavy....ur soo thin....
eli: yea..my teacher say so too....

we're talking non stop..and i hardly paste 1 newspaper cutting in 5 mins time...

.......................................................................................................
after work....we went and waited for the bus..

we waited and waited..

2 bus passed by but did not stop to pick us up..

we got furious!!!!!

me, jess and voon foong stormed out of the exit and marched down the slope....towards the main gate..

for those who came to sedaya b4 will know it's a long way down..we have to pass by 3 blocks of buildings...

we reached the bottom of the 'hill' .. no.. slope...

and saw the bus driver climbing down from the bus..

and i marched up and asked him, uncle..are u fetching ppl???

he say, no wor..u wait la..one more bus coming....

us: BUT WE WAITED FOR VERY LONG ALREADY!!!!!!!

him: wait la..coming already...


then, jess suggested to walk to the main gate and see if there's any cabs..

when we were nearly approaching....

WE SAW THE BUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and we shouted...

and we ran all the way up..

up the slope..

the stupid slope..

the .. hmm.. 45 degrees slope......

walau..

we were trying to be faster than the bus

we ran like mad person...

if anyone look down from upstairs..

they might think we're crazy..

racing up the slope...

when we reach the top.. we were panting like crazy....

my legs were like jelly...

i bet other ppl who were waiting for the bus will laugh at us if they knew we walked all the way down and ran all the way up jus cuz we're not patient enuf...

stupid silly day...

today...i checked my mail. i hardly do... maybe..God wanted me to check me mail....

i received an email from my cousin sis in Rome...

i cried out my heart after reading her mail..although it's jus a letter..

lynn..if ur reading this post, i jus want to tell u i miss u greatly.. i wish ur here with me.
yea, i look happy, i feel happy too..but deep down inside me, there's stil a hint of sadness and grief. yea.. grief. but i cant tell wat that is..

i jus want to hug u.... i miss u... i wish ur here

somehow, i can jus pour everything out to u, and i can find peace in u....

i jus wish ur here....

yea..i did receive an offer from UWA for engineering...

i nearly nearly went and i could have been staying in ur room now...

how i miss the hopes i had....

i tot i could see david and james almost everyday...

suddenly, everything flashed back...how i pick strawberries in ur garden and flee when i see wood worms....and how david will laugh at me... i miss the memories...and ur dad's fish porridge..

yea, everything could have been so so diff now if i were to take up engineering..

but i duno if i'm really happy now...

i kinda lost everthing too thou...

i even lost someone whom i love so much due to my busy schedule..i'll explain further in me email to u...

u know..i miss u greatly...

pls do come and visit me when u can....

i'll wait for u...........