Good Friday

today

is friday.

and

it's a sad day


good friday



i was the organist today. and GUESS WAT!!!!!!!! i know i'm playing today but somehow my brain din thought of checking the list of songs for the day. i went to church early. i was wasting time, talking..bla bla....... THEN !!! station of the cross was going to start d... then i realized...ONLY THEN i realized i dunno wat are the songs for the day!!! walau....i tell u...i was sooooo 慌张 !!!!!! my gosh..i got a fright of my life !!!!!!! i searched high and low, asked ppl after ppl for the list, compare and check , and then finalize the list...yor..i cant believe i manage to sort out the list in a few mins. hahhhaha..now, i'm even more confident..i'll be even 'last minute' then ever after the incident today.

during the station of cross..we stand and kneel, stand and kneel for..at least 14 times. as usual, i cant kneel one maaaaa..my knee pain like hell!!! i pain until i want to cry, pain til i wanna faint. pain til i wanna vomit!! it's super pain!!! the pain ...it's undescribeable....how the bones of my knees jut out and touches the floor...arrrggghhhhhhh...i dun want to think bout it and imagine it again..it's soooo damn pain! i end up sitting.
later, during the prayer, we have to stand-kneel, stand-kneel again. AGAIN. this time, i stood in front of a pillar, trying to block myself so that ppl wont notice i'm jus standing all the way thru the prayer....

youths presentation was great today. i felt soooo happy and waited for the presentation cuz i'll be playing the violin and not that boring organ........... after we sang, i was waiting for claps!!! hahhaha..then i realized..we're in church, not doing a performance.. hhaha..can u believe it? waiting for claps. why nobody clap one???? hahhahaha...tat's why i love performances.....

during the veneration of the cross for the congregation was a DISASTER!!!!! u know why?? cuz...the list of songs were all jumble up!! and, a hymn just suddenly appeared from nowhere and i hv no idea how it's like cuz i've nvr ever played that b4, and Dominic was saying 'Start, eli!! start!!' i was thinking ' can u gimme a min to figure out how this song is like??' but he pushed me to start. i was like..walau... dun care la..simply play. i sit down and simply played an introduction for the song and it MATCHES!!! SEE! next time..i can be even more 'last min' cuz things will sure run well no matter how 'last min' i am in. :)

haihh..so..this was wat happened on Good Friday... the sad friday.