my mixpod

thx to karen for introducing me mixpod...

wakakaka..finally..i can post my favourite song on my blog...

the song that inspired me to learn violin

the song that made me fell deeply in love with fung chern hwei

the song

of my soul

thx to karen..the funny fren...... i think i know who to hug next time when i cry..kekekeke

today,,,i was cleaning up and filing up all unopen letters..

and i saw one....

letter of offer to University of Tasmania....

unconditional offer letter with scholarship...

to study electronics and communication engineering

i was like...it seems so far away.....

my footsteps in becoming an E&E engineer...

it was once sooo close...

now it's so far away from me......

i dare not file that letter...cuz, once i open my file of offer letters....i'll feel very very sad again, looking at all the offer letters i got....
and i'll think bout my dearest Uni of Western Aus..the place where i nearly went...
nearly went

....

haihh...

is music really for me???

why do i feel that it's a stranger to me sometimes????

studying is so much easier....compare to jury...

the feeling of missing someone.....

is so painful...

so painful

miss him terribly.....

miss him sooo sooo much......

it's like slashing my heart into 2......

and force it open..


i miss him

today

my dog jump up and bit my butt .

i'm having a terrible headache....

real terrible...

is it cuz i hit my head few days ago????
the pain keeps coming back at the exact same spot where i hit my head...
sooo painful..

or is it cuz of the medication i'm taking???
i wonder if there's any side effect

or is it cuz music is killing me???????
so painful..........

i jus realized..the best time to practice is after midnite..
where there's no disturbance....
i need to get my Mendelssohn's Fantasy in F# minor done..
be4 the next sem starts.....

be4 i show it to Ms. Son...

i need to get the details done....

but i'm soooo sleeppyyyyyy..................

i'll fall asleep on the piano....

i hv sooo many pieces to learn by this 2 months..no..1month and 2 weeks....
let's see...
mendelssohn's fantasy in f sharp minor..
one haydn sonata
one schubert sonata
el puerto by albeniz
one french suite or a partita

i can faint........

practice practice....

nodame cantabile

i'm getting crazy

crazy

CRAZY

cuz of Mr. Pang.

he introduced me to watch nodame cantabile...

this movie is sooo motivating...really...those of u, if lack of motivation to practice, watch this movie

thx to Mr. Pang... he's always my saviour...in Chemistry and in Music

it made me crazy

until i hv to express my crazineess here

it's so motivating

i'll pick up my violin now and practice

i love my violin

i love u

my dear violin

oh no...violin again..sorry to my piano..but..violin always comes first in my heart......

and i found a very nice piano duo by MOZART.

yea..me and mozart sonatas???? i know..we dun click along well..but this duo touched my heart

TOMORO, I'LL GO COLLEGE, AND TRY TO BRAINWASH SHAWN

AND MAKE HIM PLAY THAT DUO....

i start to like Mozart sonatas......

finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and u know wat???

i jus realized...there's actually a nice Haydn sonata too...No.37. damnit nice.....

i start to like classical pieces now.....

lil by lil

i love u Mozart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'll dig my library for ur duo scores tomoro

i'm gettting crazy

really crazy

i'll practice violin later, when the clock striked 1am...

tat's when my soul gathers around my violin.......

ZU ZU's birthday...

this was how i look like at the end of the day........
the choc cream even kena my EYEBALL




me and quinnie.....
me n zu zu....the bday girl..the rock'est classical guitarist.....

zu playing bowling

quinnie......throwing her ball...wakakakakakakak
i dare not play..i scat i'll break my finger....
typical me....


then, we went to college, and met other ppl.......they hid in the 109 practice room...

her susprise face when we surprised her...
the cake...the 3 holes look like bowling ball.....


and then..out came another cake..it's not a cake..but...cream on a biscuit-like base..it's alll creamm...and we slam it right onto her face....and drop on the floor..and we had to clean the floor....
the scary face.....
me and a scarry ZU
then...she started running around. tryiing to kena everyone...clever me, i hid in a practice room, and LOCK THE DOOR..... so, i'll be safe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i still kena from her...when she finish eating her choc cake....and she cleaned her hand on my face.......

so...everyone got white cream, i got choc cream instead.....


me and quinnie...dunno wat made us stood at the bench...

us

i like this pic the most.... cuz i look so ugly..wakakakakakakakka
and with the UCSI bus behiind us toooo...


and lastly...a lovely pic of winston and his darling.....

1st week of holiday

i've learnt erhu already...had my first lesson. i can play 'as the deer' ( a church hymn ) and 'lord have mercy' already...

and

i've bought my 2009 planner already..... jess and raechan helped me in choosing the lightest planner....and we messed up the place....

i went to sarah chang's concert last weekend...... kinda cool...yeah....but i'll still prefer Fung Chern Hwei.. he's still the best....

me and sarah chang

our UCSI group photo

and i took a pic with MY BELOVED VIOLIN TEACHER, MR. PRODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him !!!!!!!!!!!!!

me, prody and shin hong

i love my Mr. Prody. he's the best anyone can have. although he's as kind as uncle dominic....
i love prody!!!!!!!
i love prody!!!!!!
i think i'm madly in love with prody.
i'll get to see him next monday....he'll bring me for a masterclass....
thinking of it makes me tremble...
monday is the masterclass...but til now, i dun even have a piece in hand.
I DUNNO WAT TO PLAY!!!!!

i hope i wont sia sui prody on monday....


went back to college few times.... practice our string quartet and to practice my piano duo

went back to sec skol today... talked to alot alot alot alot of teachers.....

i went straight to pejabat..i wanted to go into Mr. Lim's office. but, b4 i even reach there, few teachers stopped me and talked to me......( do i still look the same?? ... maybe )

even my form 1 teacher can still recognize me.....
one teacher remembered my laughter....

then...be4 i can step into the office, pn. toh dragged me to bilik disiplin
and asked me about my life studying music....i hate that place man....place where i kena rotan....BY HER....

finally, i managed to step out of bilik disiplin,and made my way to Mr. Lim's office....
when he saw me, when our eyes met, we knew....we can talk the whole day...

but after few mins, i left...cuz, my darling Chamber of Music was waiting for me.....
i had a nice chat with the members tat are really serious in playing violin.
then, we planned the next CHamber of Music performance, which is next year, January...
hope it'll be good....

yea..so..tat's the first week of my 2 mnths holiday...

and i watched a few good movies too....see..guys..i do watch movies too....but i still feel it's wasting my time.....

END OF SEM 2

Sem 2 has come to an end... i'm so so so so glad. i've been waiting for this day since the beginning of the semester.

orchestra concert last nite marks the end of my semester..although i'm overjoyed but..kinda sad too...it also means i wont be seeing my frens for 2 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, i've planned my holidays to avoid boredom...
1. i'll learn yoga
2. i'll learn erhu
3. i'll teach music
4. i'll go back to uni to practice my next semester's CME
5. i'll go back to uni to find frens who doesnt go back to their hometown
6. i'll find frens around my area to shop
7. i'll go to singapore to buy my violin case

hmmm.... oh ya... one more...

find jesssie.... to cook mac and cheese and choc cake

guess all this will make me stay away from growing moulds on my head... dun want my brown streak to turn green

i'm going to sarah chang's concert tomoro. so happy!!!! cuz i can see mr. prody, sok meng, jessica and i can kill shin hong... i'll strangle him for spreading his virus to me... now i'm down with flu.....

yesterday, me and jessica went shopping... and i spot a dress....

i fell in love with that dress... i want to get sth like tat for my graduation recital!!!!!!

.. we had no choice but to drag our violins with us.. u know wat we did?????

my violin is tooo heavy for me to carry the whole day la....

then... we followrd Raechan to uni....

followed my rehearsal and then the concert...

some pics of UCSI-UPM orchestra concert....


me at the back....

the 2 conductors...
during the flute concerto


before the piano concerto
during the piano concerto

well..glad it's over.. thinking of how we had to travel to UPM for practice.....
i still remembered the night we got lost...
we, 3 girls...
took the wrong highway
went all the way to putrajaya instead of Damansara.....

the highway was sooo long....neverending
so scary.......

but.. well.... at least there's 3 of us, and not alone.....


i need to thank Aaron Lo tooo for travelling up and down with me to Uni, early in the morning...
u've been a great CHamber music ensemble partner.. great playing with u.....
hope u learnt sth and enjoyed urself in UCSI...


us in one of the coaching....i'm sooo happy this sem is over.... well it means tat next year, i'm sem 3!!!!!! so fast!!!!!!!!! my gudnesss.....

i think i realized sth about me in this semester...

i'm not.. definitely NOT a classical player.... and i start to dislike classical songs... esp Mozart and Haydn....

i think i like Baroque and Romantic more and more and more......

esp after my sickening, disappointing, heartaching piano jury....

my heart crashed when i step out of the jury room....

so heartaching....

i love u, J.S.Bach